TW: Trafficked and Programmed - My Story (2/4)
Beschreibung
This is the second of four videos in which I describe my experience growing up in and breaking free from an MK ULTRA child trafficking ring.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yljbPHGelMI
Trafficked and Programmed - My Story (1/4): https://youtu.be/g5oR2KsYEqY
Trafficked and Programmed - My Story (2/4): https://youtu.be/yljbPHGelMI
Trafficked and Programmed - My Story (3/4): https://youtu.be/O_KCG8AIZIc
Trafficked and Programmed - My Story (4/4): https://youtu.be/xWDdlv-ksA8
Trigger warning: SRA, MK ULTRA / Monarch programming, dysfunction programming, addiction programming, child trafficking, child pornography, snuff, law enforcement, academics, drug addiction, meth
Edit: For clarity, I would like to elaborate on what happened with the law enforcement officers who interviewed me and what happened to the photographic evidence I had that proved I was trafficked and ritualistically abused.
When I reported these crimes in Dec. 2016, I was interviewed by two officers, one male, one female. Partway through the interview, I handed the child snuff to the male officer, who stared at it blankly and then immediately handed it back to me. I asked him if he saw what was in the picture and he said "no." He appeared very dissociated and triggered, may have had a trauma history of his own, so I left him alone and instead handed the picture to the female officer, who was able to process its graphic content enough to interview me about it in depth.
At the end of the interview, the male officer asked me questions about my mental health. He appeared to not only have not registered the content of the image but to not believe my testimony. I do not believe he was feigning disbelief in order to shut me down, but was genuinely psychologically unable to handle what he had seen and heard. I suspect that rather than feel the overwhelming cognitive dissonance he felt upon exposure to the reality of ritual abuse and child snuff, he chose to believe I was "crazy."
He then took the photograph into another room and returned it to me, stating that he had made a photocopy. I was told that my case would be transferred to my home state and was escorted out of the premises. Within an hour, I was notified that the male officer had called mental health authorities regarding my case and two things became clear: 1. Were I to pursue this case further, it was more likely that I would end up incarcerated in a psychiatric hospital than my perpetrators would ever do prison time and 2. Were I to keep the incriminating images of my exploitation as a child, there was a chance that I would face criminal charges and incarceration for possessing them.
As I was homeless and had no one whom I was willing to put at risk by entrusting with the photographs, I made the extremely painful decision to discard them. I decided that rather than pursue what felt like a futile legal battle in a corrupt "justice" system that was more likely to result in my incarceration than my perpetrators', I would focus on healing myself and helping survivors of ritual abuse and human trafficking in other ways.
I am blessed to say that within a year of making this decision, I was able to create this channel. This way, I am able to devote my time directly to survivors without having to jump through the legal system's hoops and suffer the hideous retraumatization that so typically accompanies the pursuit of this kind of case. The legal system in the United States is not built for survivors of ritual abuse, but for those who perpetrate it.
If you are a survivor of ritual abuse and you choose to pursue legal action against your abusers, I commend you. You are braver than I.
